Being in the bush, walking or just looking out the window to the grey box-covered hills, you sense nature’s moving through the revolutions of each day and the seasons; the vitality of birds and other animals in the early morning and before sunset; how settled everything is at noon and in the afternoon; how the night brings a new armada of life into the open.
In summer the hills are brown and baked dry – it’s the peak time of insects and lizards but much else has retreated or hunkered down to avoid the heat. Autumn marks the return of green to the land, the respite of moisture and cool air. In winter the rain brings growth, verdant moss and the flourishing of all that is adapted to cold and frost. Spring is the season of abundance, the crowning time of flowers, the period of animal courtship, birth and rearing of young. And onwards again to summer...
In the grand cyclical drama of this little patch of the world, as in life in general, there are three distinct phases. They are: birth, growth and fulfilment.
Birth is the entry of form into the world from the great mystery of nothingness; arrival propelled by a life impulse that is both universal and unique to a particular being. Carried into the world is the history of its species, its predecessors’ physical, energetic and subtle characteristics. As well, each being has its own life and purpose, influenced by the various material circumstances and relationships in which it finds itself. The specific purpose is most easily seen in humans – different people can live vastly different lives according to personality, interests, drives and aspirations – but it is also true in other species. Every blade of grass, every dragonfly and grey box tree is unique, and though most act like others of their species most of the time, subtle differences are important. Evolution requires innovation: a single dragonfly one day flapping its wings differently could eventually have ramifications for its entire species and others in its web of relationships.
Growth is the expansion of form driven by the life impulse. There are different and distinct stages in the growth phase and nothing is required but that the impulse is free to create what it will. Change is constant and at some point the opportunity arises for the intelligence within the form, whatever consciousness is there, to interact with its own vivifying principle. Human will is a prime example of this: at a certain early age we discover our own ego, saying yes to “this” and no to “that”. Over time we make choices and preferences in our lives, directing the energy within us. This also applies more broadly in the universe. We see intelligence in animals and plants as they channel the life impulse within them to adapt and evolve with the conditions around them. And it’s possible to see this in so-called “inanimate” nature. In such things as rivers, rocks, mountains and stars there are discernible stages of birth, growth, middle and old age and numerous ways in which they influence the webs of life of which they are a part. The quality of their life and intelligence may be very different to our own, but we should never be hung up on the human, never see ourselves as the sole template of being. That would be far too narrow.
Fulfilment is the point at which a form has reached its peak and the conclusion of a particular cycle of being. It applies to physical bodies as well as to the more subtle forms of the psyche. Generally speaking, humans reach their physical apex in their late 20s, after which there is gradual decline and ultimately death. But even as the body deteriorates over the years past its physical prime, there may be multiple peaks internally in subtle form; multiple internal births, periods of growth and fulfilment inside one person. The cyclical drama of being occurs within and without. The height of a form is its ultimate power and capability but also the point at which it begins to anticipate its own transcendence, presaging the birth of new form. For example, a person may have reached a deeply fulfilling place in their professional career, or have discovered the joy of bringing up children. These “sweet spot” positions are rarely inhabited long before there is an internal shift towards another place, for transcendence or renewal in some way. There may be little or no external sign of change, yet form is always dynamic, always moving. How a person responds is, of course, up to them. Collective structures and systems follow this pattern too: empires rise and reach their peak, then are faced with renewal or inevitable decline; so too governments, institutions, religions, ideas, modes of thought and action. Whatever is creative and dynamic in a form will find its apogee then dissolve unless new forms are created to hold it. In this process what is most important is the life within the form and not the form itself.
What happens, then, in a situation of stasis or when growth is hobbled or inhibited? The complexity of being is such that when the flow of life is dammed in one place, it appears stronger in another. Bats living in dark caves become blind but evolve extraordinary powers of hearing. A person without the use of their legs develops powerful functioning in their arms. At any blockage life energy is being diverted elsewhere, whether we are aware of this happening or not. Sometimes the blockage is unavoidable or unforeseen, like when restrictions are forced upon us by sudden illness or disability, and what remains is to discover the new directions in which life is flowing and to commit fully to them. In other circumstances the reason for stasis has to be met head-on and its knots undone, otherwise corruption and deadening set in. The dammed energy has to be liberated so that life can go forth fully.
What can be said, then, about decay? There is a natural attrition and also a type of decay which is harmful to the overall spirit of life. The first is the expression of non-being working upon being, the negating principle of the universe acting to dissipate form in order to create new form. The second, the “unnatural”, is the result of human action against the dynamic flow of life. There are many institutions in our time that reek of decline. One could point to the Catholic Church, a monolith with falling authority and power stuck in the values of past centuries. Then there’s the democratic political system, in some places in the world energised and hoped for, in many others foundering on apathy and instability. Perhaps the biggest and most important example in our time of harmful decay is the very relationship that we humans have to our planet. In ages past our self interest of carving a human niche amid the wild fitted because our lives were shorter and we took from the land largely only what we needed. Now, as a result of overpopulation, unchecked industry and technology, we are profoundly changing all life on Earth. We need a new, more evolved consciousness centred on the interrelatedness and interdependence of all things.
With proper attention, decay can be a prompt for action in service of life. Here in central Victoria, as indeed anywhere else, when you inquire with an open mind and heart into nature, a simple truth is revealed over and over again. Through the turning of seasons, the comings and goings of birds, bugs, trees and people, there is an irresistible, inescapable flow that is the essence of all. At times it is breathtaking, at other times – like in the middle of a powerful thunder storm – downright scary, but always new, always fresh and alive. We act appropriately when we return to this life, sensing its movement and helping it on its way.
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